Yeah I briefly think about it not with any real sadness though except for a sore ass from sitting all those hours listening to utter bull shit.
I believe no need to cry over spilt milk because it's all water under the bridge. So I don't waste too much time thinking about because I have a lot of more interesting thing to think about. I'm busy living life free from the Watchtower printing corporation/God's earthly visible organization cult that controls your life, and wastes your time royally with bull shit and more bull shit so as to line their pockets with your free labor.